I am so so torn between decisions.
Should I audition for the WA orchestra? If i do, i’d have to stay back longer at the end of the year plus come back earlier from the holidays PLUS its a 1 year commitment of compulsory attendance. On the plus side, its a darn prestigious thing and it’ll be lotsa fun!
Should I go for the Sydney orchestra camp? If i do, my year end holidays will be a total mess because its in January. On the plus side, accommodation, flight and allowance is all provided and paid for.
Should I sit for my Grade 8 viola in Perth or in Kuching? Should i take ABRSM or AMEB? How will i know if i’ll be back or if i’ll be in Perth?
Should i choose Bruch or Stamitz? Or Brahms? Or another piece? Or all?!
Should i take up the my internship offer for end of this year? If i do, I’ll have to give up all orchestra activities. But if i don’t, will i find another decent internship before i graduate?
Should i stick with my previous job or take the one at the Perth Concert Hall? Both has its own perks…
Should i just stay here during the summer holidays? Or should i return to Kuching, then go to Sydney, then return to Perth, then return to Kuching for CNY then come back to Perth again.