For those who’ve asked about my blog – the lack of updates, lack of quality posts…i have an answer for you. My blog revolves around my life and right now my life is nothing but work and uneventful social life.
To be honest I’m losing track of time here. This week was supposed to be a uni break but yesterday when i finally sat down in sigh of relief that i didn’t have work the next day it hit me that it was already Friday and the week is ending.
I miss the old life. Back home when i would just wait on someone else to get me places. To school, to parties, to dinners. Now i’ve learned to plan ahead, and sometimes wait an hour for the bus and walk back in the rain on a barely lit street.
You know what else i miss? I miss sleeping next to a furball. That same furball who rolls over begging for attention, who bites your hair and covers you with slime. But thats OK, because now i know thats what dogs are for. To be with you on the crappiest days of life.
Anyhoo, its nearly 6 in the morning and i’ve got to get to work in 2 hours. I’m mentally exhausted but tomorrow is a new day and with it comes a new challenge. Patience is something i don’t always have but over the past few months i’ve learned that patience IS a virtue. I’ve learned to accept mistakes – to accept flaws and imperfections and be optimistic and to say the most positive things even when im on the verge of exploding. That nobody is perfect and everybody is different and special in their own ways. I’ve learned how to speak kids language and then the next second communicate with someone nearly 4 times my age. I’ve learned how to be fun in the most boring and dull situations.
Most of all I’ve learned that when a child in playschool drew her music teacher in a field of flowers, butterflies and err, fishes, i must have done something right.